We’ve been apartment hunting since end of march. Its been extremely difficult since parents are a part of the crucial decision. I fell in love with this one right away. I had a gut feeling they wouldn’t agree but hoped its natural charm would seduce them. Nope! French windows and natural ligting didn’t charm them at all.
Unfortunately I’m in a serious relationship and the bachelor life is out of the question, or is it…
Rays away again. On his snow trip again. Why didn’t I go? Cos I don’t wanna spend money on something I half like. I don’t wanna spend time cooking food or cleaning up after people.
For months my Saturdays had been spent looking for apartments. Every morning I wake up before him to cook him food while he stays warm in bed. Then its his Bday and we take the day off from hunting. Then its snow season… So convenient life is!!!!!
Dreamt we found bambi while we were out with john.
I was in the middle of something so ray went to go get her.
He came back empty handed bcos the pound was unattended. He tried going back again , they told him to come back later. We attempted a third time , this time I came along. We caught the woman while she was closing up and she refused to release my dog.
I cried and cried…. Woke up with a very heavy weight on my heart.
I’m so stressed and there’s nothing I can do.
I wish it wasn’t our problem. I feel as if everyone is ruining my life. I can’t move forward because I care too much to not help. When will it be just about me? I’m tired of putting out time and money for others. I just wanna hide away, but I can’t. Everyone is depending on me. I want out ….
Scenario - you are sitting on your boyfriends lap and he is talking to his friend and his girlfriend. No one looks over to you , you are invisible. Waiting for their conversation to just end.
I don’t know how I manage to always always alwayssssssss introduce my boyfriend to whoever I’m talking to. Yet it seems to slip his mind.
I introduce my bf to anyone I talk to. No matter what scale of importance that person lies on. I still introduce…………..
What goes through my mind ? That I’m not important enough, not pretty or smart enough to be proud of to let the world know I’m your gf, maybe you have a thing for the girl your talking to so you don’t introduce me. This I’d how I feel everytime you don’t introduce me.
I can’t make a person respect me ….or to marry me…… I’m just not worth it.