April 2013
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I’m so stressed and there’s nothing I can do.
I wish it wasn’t our problem. I feel as if everyone is ruining my life. I can’t move forward because I care too much to not help. When will it be just about me? I’m tired of putting out time and money for others. I just wanna hide away, but I can’t. Everyone is depending on me. I want out ….
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March 2013
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February 2013
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Lunch lady aka rays personal chef
I’m down in the poos now that ray has started his 1st (out of 4) year at uni. Considering on getting a dog to take my mind off him.
And cook..
This week specials:
- Butternut squash lasagna served with veges
http://iowagirleats.com/2011/10/17/first-time-for-everything/
- gnocchi with pesto and cherry tomatoes
http://iowagirleats.com/2011/10/16/so-nice-we-did-it-twice/
January 2013
6 posts
2 years
Didn’t do anything for our two years…. Ray is still sick from nye celebration and uncle K is visiting from nz… Miss our mello times
September 2012
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August 2012
6 posts
Scenario - you are sitting on your boyfriends lap and he is talking to his friend and his girlfriend. No one looks over to you , you are invisible. Waiting for their conversation to just end.
I don’t know how I manage to always always alwayssssssss introduce my boyfriend to whoever I’m talking to. Yet it seems to slip his mind.
I introduce my bf to anyone I talk to. No matter what scale of...
I don’t feel as if he misses me. It makes me angry and sad at the same time that I’m not the reason he’s coming home early
I need a shoulder to cry on …
July 2012
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June 2012
7 posts
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hyacin-th:
this is literally the greatest video in the entire world
I wish I worked here
May 2012
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Dreamt we were back in vn right before grampa passes away. The relos were at our place figuring out who’s going to sleep where as we all wanted to be at one place when grampa passes away. I walk outside and I see hia cuong with his niece “baby”. I rush over to cuddle her. I miss hia cuong. We exchange “it’s great fo see you” smiles and I headed off to see who...
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I dreamt that I was engaged.
Sad stupid ass dream
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Imagine life where everything was free …. Imagine the havoc… most importantly … Imagine sleeping in all day, everyday.
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Mothers Day
Mum comes up to me with a jewellery catalog
Mum: ” I like these earrings, this necklace & this ring” *looks at me with a big smile*
Me: “um ok are you free tomorrow mum?”
*mum nodds*
Me: “ok we’ll go buy it tomorrow.”
*walks away*
Mum: “I’m a little hungry”
Me: “ok. I’ll cook dinner soon. “
I accidentally...
April 2012
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Nightmare
It was a funeral after party … Something like that. Everyone I knew was there and someone came up to me, asked what would I do if my dad brought his wife to one of these gatherings. I told them my dad knows how I feel , he wouldn’t be so stupid. I would physically harm her. Then after saying that the person told me to look at the woman sitting at the end of a table. She was hideous....
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