Will begged me during the week to spend the weekend with him. To show me he had changed.
I sold my tix and cleared my weekend plans.
I finished work early and texted him to come in so I could give him a clean.
I hadn’t hugged him in months. I wanted to see him as soon as I could.
he texts me back. “dw abt the clean. I’m gonna play soccer. What r u doing later. I’ll pick u up at ur place for dinner”
Exactly what had happened when we broke up. Dejavu.
I thought he CHANGED. He said he would leave his friends if that’s what it took for me to b with him.
Nothing has changed. I’m still unworthy. I’m still last on the priority list.
I texted back : u can forget about it then….