“this isn’t going to work out” “I don’t know who u r, what ure thinking” “we should break up” and more…
Coming from someone I learnt to love for over a year would hurt. But having to hear it more than once, twice, three times, four times, five times.. it’s unbearable & it’s difficult not to hate you for saying hurtful, mean things and love you with all my heart when you start thinking clear again.
Breaking up is a cliche to you.
If it wasn’t you wouldn’t bring it up all the time. And now I’ve decided to put my foot down because you’re going to do the same thing to me again today or tomorrow.
I feel the same pain each time to say those words to me! You don’t take my words, my tears seriously.
You’re the one who broke up with me and now that I refuse to stay in contact with you everyday you get the shits? Makes sense in your head but not mine.
I thought perhaps staying in contact might work. I told u my exam results were coming out & asked u to call me^ back…. u never did & this morning u called to tell me off for not calling u like I always do every morning…. still u didn’t ask.
I don’t want to stay in touch because u don’t know how to care for me, u don’t take me seriously…. U don’t respect me, u think I want to continue this break cos I wanna sleep around!
I told you yesterday i will be typing my thoughts on tumblr so you could have a better understanding, perhaps this would help… but I know you haven’t even tried seeing what I’ve written here.